Hold my hand

I’ve been thinking about motherhood a lot recently.  Revisiting my old blog and striving to establish this new one has highlighted to me the changes that my children have made to my life.

Becoming a mother is like suddenly becoming a secondary character in the novel of your life.  Surprisingly though, this actually makes it a much more fascinating read (well maybe not for the long-suffering friends who now get to hear every ‘amusing’ anecdote).  Your days, your thoughts, your conversations all orbit the tiny people who have suddenly become your world.

Lately though I’ve felt a need to try to get back a little of what I was before, and finding time to sew, knit and write are, I suppose, my way of reclaiming a little of the limelight from Merry Berry and the Little Panda.  However, even the way I write and create has changed now, my children unconsciously alter my mood, aspirations and my inspirations.  I once read an interview with Michelle Obama, in which she was asked how happy she was.  I forget the exact quote, but it was along the lines of ‘a mother is only as happy as her unhappiest child’.  That says it all really.  From the moment you give birth the highs and lows of your life become anchored to those of your children.  It is a petrifying thought and an equally petrifying reality.

We are fortunate that we seem to have a lot more highs than lows at the moment. One of my personal highs is that I’ve made three sales and one swap from my Folksy shop!  I’ve been trying really hard throughout June to list an item every day.  Today I listed this cupcake apron as modeled reluctantly by the Little Panda (he only modeled it on the understanding that I would make him one featuring a space rocket).   I also listed these sweet little nappy covers, Merry Berry has been doing her best to ruin the set I made her, by sliding into muddy puddles and covering them in Ribena but they are still going strong!


About skendras

I love sewing, knitting, drawing, reading and looking after my two children.
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2 Responses to Hold my hand

  1. I absolutely agree. The Duckling is my focus first and foremost but like you I’m trying to get a little bit of me time. Congratulations on your sales.


  2. Dorota says:

    The words of true wisdom. Motherhood is the most mysterious experience for a women I think. It changes everything.
    I’ve just found you through the Folksy Challenge of the Month. I really like the way you write :)

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